I survived intact with heart and mind,
all those years of lies and self deception.
I feel I have arrived.
I feel it’s done.
I got to a place where I finally are at peace with myself and the world.
I feel I am ready to leave and go.
Realizing my own nature.
Realizing being connected to this planet.
After a period of rest,
that now is
the time to act,
and not to die.
I find myself doing, without doubting,
doing without identifying,
doing with heart and mind.
Effortlessly, yet passionately.
Relieved from the effort of thinking what impression I make onto others,
what seemed difficult before,
is lifted easily now.
Now I can act sincerely,
without an idea about myself.
And, most important,